These nights where I don’t feel like going out yet am really bored at home I think would best be spent if I had a boyfriend. I’m getting older and still no prospects. Seriously, I’m 26 already. Already, I’m beginning to prepare myself for changing up my original plans of having a family of my own with a fellow partner and a few kids for something along the lines of painful singleness with nothing but shallow dates for the rest of my life. It’s nice of other people to tell you “Oh, that’ll never happen to you” or “you’ll find someone soon.” I know people are just trying to be nice, but seriously, I don’t think they understand how many people there are out there who are older and never have a family or a significant other who I’m SURE did not plan it that way. What does one do?